Life Gives You Lemons Make Lemonade....

Sometimes I wonder why things happen??? Chris and I wanted to shed some of our winter coat and get a good kick start to our diet and we tried the Lemonade Master Cleanse, I had done it before (I cheated and ate salads on it). So we started last week, we bought all the right stuff, started out great....I actually did it right this time...NO FOOD...Chris struggled a lot cause let me tell you this kid can eat...I should enter him in an eating contest now that I am thinking about it....Anyway we go about 5 days and I am thinking SWEET!! half way done...Nope my body just rejected everything I got soooo sick, I had to quit, by body shut down completely, Chris's did the next day. So in conclusion we both lost a 11 pounds each gained 5 back, and to me it was not even worth it. Why did we even try this, was 6 pounds even worth not eating for 5 days, no way, and why did my body react the way it did. So that was an experience, now everytime I see a lemon I want to hurl...lol
Also girls maybe you can answer me this, Highschool was great, we had fun, but we did alot of stupid things. How come some of those things we can never leave behind. I feel like there is just one particular thing that no matter what I do in my life I can't not get rid of it. Its like this continual fly that wont die, they say flies only live 24 hours, well I think this fly dies but produces little mini flies that keep coming back and bugging me... ahhhhhh I recently found out some pretty upsetting news that to most people probably is not something that would merit anything, but to me all I want is REVENGE, and its taking all of my will power not to. I wish that I had the knowledge and strength that I have now back when I was in highschool, and I really wish that I had listen to my friends in Highschool to. I want to just really quickly give a HUGE APOLOGY to my friends in highschool who warned me...you guys were my true friends and I didnt see that, and I am sorry. I love you guys...anyway if that was not a cryptic post than man I dont know what is....lol

Love Ashley